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2001-11-05 - 12:35 p.m.
I always think the worst.
I guess what happened, was that Susan was just nervous, and unsure of herself falling for someone and whether or not I had good intentions with her. We talked alot this weekend, and one of the main things she said she felt reservations about, was that I seem too good to be true.
(you in the back, don't even say it)
WELL, I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT TO SAY. I FEEL BAD THAT YOU RECEIVED BRYNN'S E-MAIL. SHE HAD ASKED ME IF I HAD MET ANYONE AND I TOLD HER YES. I WAS TELLING HER HOW SWEET YOU WERE AND WHAT A NICE TIME I WAS HAVING, BUT IT WAS MAKING ME NERVOUS. NERVOUS, BECAUSE I GUESS I HAVE A HARD TIME TRUSTING PEOPLE. I DON'T WANT TO GET MY HEART BROKEN AGAIN.
SHE TOOK IT TO MEAN THERE MUST BE SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU AND THAT'S WHY I WAS NERVOUS.
IF YOU DON'T WANT TO TALK TO ME ANYMORE I WILL UNDERSTAND. I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU THAT YOU ARE ONE OF THE KINDEST AND SWEETEST PEOPLE I HAVE EVER MET. I ENJOY TALKING AND HANGING OUT WITH YOU A LOT. I AM SORRY YOU GOT THE WRONG IMPRESSION.
IF YOU DON'T WANT TO TALK WITH ME, I WISH YOU THE BEST OF LUCK AND I AM REALLY GLAD I GOT TO MEET YOU.
I feel dumb now..but we're going out again this week. How could I attract girls like this, so sweet and considerate, someone who makes me realize how far I have to go, to be a better person..and at the same time draw someone like Mindy: someone who's just...well, different.
I think I'm going to cook for Susan.